#Inferno
Jonathan Wood
Burning, snaking, wrapping it’s greasy talons around me for fun, flexing those long dirty nails with the smell of past misdemeanors still pungent on it’s scaly skin. It’s relentless, swapping it’s grasp from my chest to my throat, threatening to choke and crush when it feels like it, chuckling at it’s very own power to see my struggle for breath. My
eyes bulge and swell. It wafts me with it’s poisonous black fumes, promising that this is just the beginning. The beginning of the games.
Sometimes, it shows me the video reel, playing back the grainy images to me on an old rusty 8mm tape machine. Start. Click. Stop. Click. Rewind. Click. Repeat. The images on the tape show what I did, how I failed; and cruelly…how it would and should have been.
It says it’s my fault and I can’t argue back.
It says it’s here to stay with me, for a while; that I have a front row seat, “best in the house” for the show that will follow. The show where the scar tissue gets prodded and pressed until it glows angry and smarts tears of red. The show runs on repeat and I can’t close my eyes.
It whispers in my ear and nuzzles my neck in front of the cracked mirror it holds up to my pitiful reflection, the shards of glass I smashed with my fists in disgust returning my image like some kind of grotesque jigsaw that I just can’t bear the site of. I look like a circus act freak and it won’t let me look away.
It’s promised me I won’t sleep, and when I finally do, I will dream. Dream of terrible things, things that I cannot run or escape from, with my eyes open or fastened shut.
The signpost in the corner of my dreamscape points only one way.
Welcome to the desert… of my personal inferno.
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